Self Reflection: A Diary
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I gave up, I don't care who knows. This is my own ranting and raving. Hence why I used my real name. I really don't care. I can't sleep. So if you choose to read. Just know there will be mommy and daddy issues. But who doesn't love that?...right? I will say this now. This may be triggering to some. But if it's not for you please to not read. As I said I will be ranting And raving. And probably just making a mess of myself. TRIGGERWARNING FOR ALMOST ALL CHAPTERs. Hence why it's mature.
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