End of Beginning || J.K.
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- Autumn. The season of change.
Her life had been like a puzzle where people always took a small piece from it. First her mother, then her father and even herself.
His life on the other hand was a veil of perfection, behind which he was tired of hiding.
But in front of Trost State College she made a promise to herself, 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙨𝙝𝙚 𝙬𝙖𝙨 𝙜𝙤𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙩𝙤 𝙗𝙪𝙞𝙡𝙙 𝙞𝙩 𝙖𝙡𝙡 𝙤𝙫𝙚𝙧 𝙖𝙜𝙖𝙞𝙣.
While in front of her, he silently asked himself.. 𝙞𝙛 𝙢𝙖𝙮𝙗𝙚 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙘𝙝𝙖𝙣𝙜𝙚 𝙝𝙚 𝙝𝙖𝙙 𝙗𝙚𝙚𝙣 𝙬𝙖𝙞𝙩𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙛𝙤𝙧 𝙖 𝙝𝙪𝙜𝙚 𝙥𝙖𝙧𝙩 𝙤𝙛 𝙝𝙞𝙨 𝙡𝙞𝙛𝙚, 𝙬𝙖𝙨 𝙖𝙘𝙩𝙪𝙖𝙡𝙡𝙮 𝙝𝙚𝙧 𝙖𝙡𝙡 𝙖𝙡𝙤𝙣𝙜.
"sᴏᴍᴇᴛɪᴍᴇs ɪs ᴍᴏʀᴇ ᴇᴀsʏ ғᴏʀ ᴍᴇ ᴛᴏ ʟᴇᴛ ᴘᴇᴏᴘʟᴇ ʜᴀᴛᴇ ᴍᴇ, ᴛʜᴀɴ ᴛᴏ ᴀᴄᴛᴜᴀʟʟʏ ʟᴇᴛ ᴛʜᴇᴍ ʟᴏᴠᴇ ᴍᴇ"
[ fem!reader ]
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This story will contain strong language and also cover some heavy/graphic topics that i'll put in my trigger warnings in the introduction. So proceed with caution <3
Also this is going to be a sloow burn, there will be lots of tension, yearning too (because i love men who yearn), so i hope we can enjoy this ride together <3
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