My thoughts on the Bible

This will be very controversial to people that follow different sects of Christianity. I've been reading the bible as well as different translations and the Torah alongside watching videos to get a better understanding of what I am reading when I am reading "The word of God." I am not Christan. I was when I was little but that was only a phase. I didn't grow up in a religious family. My mom is atheist and my dad agnostic. However, I do have religious people on both sides of my family that makes me not want to be Christian. I just want to share my own understanding with all of you and how these things don't make sense and how we could make them make sense if these things had happened.