Straight For You (Teacher/Student) (On Hold)

Broken.

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That's what I am. Or at least, what I use to be. I don't know, I forgot what it meant to actually feel.

I use to have it all, the whole entire fucking world in the palm of my hand. You know! Ready to goddamn conquer.

Then...

She died.

Heart wrenching, soul shattering.

I lost all hope in ever having a good life in the world, and withdrew myself from it.

But, then things changed. I changed.

I committed the ultimate crime. Other than killing someone, that is.

I Ginger Alex, sort of fell in love with my teacher. Or he fell for me rather, then I just sort of went with it. I don't know, but it's morally wrong; and it's forbidden, for crying out loud. Teachers and students just aren't suppose to be anything more, than just that.

I flirted, and toyed with him. I used him, as a coping mechanism to mask my pain. I broke all the rules, to be with this man. I gave him everything. I really did love him... until he broke my fragile little heart; but even after that, I still loved him.

The heart wants what the heart wants... Right?

Please say, right.