There are 'Reasons' why we don't tell our parents what goes on at school, what we do online or what happens online, what music we listen to, the type of friends we hang out with and what they do, how are brain thinks of ourselves and others, what are mouth says and the consequences of it, are sexuality, and wishing that everything would stop.
But there are'Reasons' why we don't open up to our parents, teachers, friends, and even strangers, it's the way they react to what you're going to tell them some will be calm and let you express how you feel, most won't even listen and just agree with you to get on with life, but even more will get upset when you're only trying to express your feelings about how life feels and they say they're going through things as well and that 'you're only a child' or 'i've got things going on too but you don't care about me' that puts you in a deeper place for why you don't want to be here or on this planet anymore, because no one cares about how you feel and what you feel like doing to your self.
So there's a 'Reason' why you should read my book I know how you feel but I don't know what you've gone through to feel the way I feel about living, It could be family issues, SA, domestic violence, mental illness or having a physical illness, or not liking the way you look and how you look to others, people pressuring you to do what they do, or you have a good life to live but you just don't want to live because you're in the mental state when everyone has fucked you over countless times, or it's how your friends became your bullies, or your family became your assaulter, and how life has changed with a blink and your brain is closer and you're feet are closer to the edge of the highest mountain you're on just waiting to fall off and to never come back from that just like I wanted too.
BASED ON AUTHORS LOVE STORY, events are real
Tropes :
Bsf's brother
Haters × lovers
He fell first and she fell harder
Fake dating
School/clg romance
Slow burn / soft romance
NISHI PARASIYAৎ⋆ ˚。⋆
-A Young 17 year old, having a cluttered depressing past and thought she is hard to love, untill Dhairya patel entered her life. She saw her self blooming again. She thought she is a thron in the petals of rose. But he loved her in such a way, she bloomed with redness blushed on her cheeks just like the rose.
He says, "I am a man written by her" and she falled for him like manic in love.