A deeply personal account of a young woman who navigates a world filled with loss, pain, and confusion. The story captures the overwhelming emotional turmoil of growing up amid instability. Along the way, the protagonist battles with her own feelings of abandonment, guilt, and grief, turning to self-harm in an attempt to cope with the relentless pain. Yet, through it all, the love for her little brother becomes her anchor, giving her the strength to survive and heal. This raw, unflinching memoir is a testament to the power of perseverance and self-acceptance, as it tells the story of finding hope even when the world feels darkest.