JUST SHUT UP AND ALWAYS BE PRETTY
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Ongoing, First published Jan 11
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His eyes gave him away. There was a drowning man behind that smile.

"Stop acting like a child and tell me what's wrong."

"All I am is a pretty face. I'm just supposed to smile and pretend that I don't have feelings and emotions. And that fucking sucks. This, this, this, isn't what I signed up for! I don't want to do this anymore! And that hurts more than anything they said or can say. They ruined the only thing I've ever wanted to do!"

"You're quitting?"

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"promise me you will always remember me?" ethan said as tears fell from his eyes. "fuck you." was all i managed to get out before turning around and walking out his flat. i slammed the door shut, and leaned against the wall next to it. once i regained my vision i took the lift down to the first floor, when it opened i cried the whole way to my car. i opened the door and sat down quickly before letting my head fall on to the steering wheel. "why me?" i cried out. my entire life had flashed before my eyes.