Until the end
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Last published Sun, Mar 2, 2025
"You wanted to know me better, now you do." I closed my eyes, his voice resonated in my head like an infinite loop. how could this be possible? Im going crazy... this is not real... nothing is real.
This is a perfect book to have derealization, sorry not sorry.
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