Orange sea, sweet smoke and tranquility

Big was six when he was brought into the biggest mafia family in Thailand. Big was twelve when he first saved Kinn. Big was sixteen when he first realized his feelings for the boss. Big was seventeen when he picked up the pieces of Kinn's heart after Tavan. Big was twenty-one when he died protecting Kinn's love. Or so he thought. Big woke up in a hospital, it seemed like everyone had forgotten about his existence and maybe this was a chance to start a new life. But fate has other plans for him. Now he has to deal with his own feelings and desires.