My Horrible Life
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My life have one thing in common- self harm. For a fact I am depressed and do cut. I'm not ashamed to tell you readers this, and that is because I know that each and every scar reveals a story which will be carried with me for the rest of my life...
For those who have self harmed, burned, starved and done anything else, you are not alone. We will stick together and get through it all.
Play the music video while you're reading this book thanks it helps the story and the effect of the story.. So you can know how I felt.
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