Under the moon's halo

A sad and lonely feeling came upon her making her feel aloof from everyone around her. She wanted to fly like a bird and swim like a fish in the ocean. Maybe it was too much to ask for. Despite of her being a rebellious soul since the beginning, she always found herself struggling in doing so. She used to misunderstand Herself when all she wanted was something else. Life is a chaos where you often lose direction and find yourself in a Never ending maze. The person whom she liked never showed up and she kept staring the moon. Gazing at the glory and aloofness that she could relate to very much in that moment. A light halo around the full moon kept her hooked on to gazing it. Much to her surprise, she found herself asleep on the same spot the next morning she woke up on the same grass she's been sitting under the moonlight. The sky has been washed out with bright sunlight and a bunch of pure white clouds. Looked as if they can brighten anyone's day except for Mashal. She knew that she's destined to burn in the sunlight when everyone is there to soak up. She's there to take the heat when everyone is sheltered under the roof. The scorching sun was piercing her pale skin like almost getting absorbed under her skin. Though it's a good sign in many ways, for her it was a nightmare in daytime. As much as she loathed the happy-go-lucky sun, she hated the fact that there's another day approaching. Perhaps she wanted to stay in that full moon as she wasn't done watching it or it could be the fact that Alex never turned up and the realization of a subtle rejection was taking its place into her subconscious mind that annoyed Her. Either way she was in great pain and the pain was taking over her nerves. She had to take good care of her 3 kids at home.

The realization of being stood up was nothing before the fact that she slept there and she had to go home to start a new day. She was miserable for all the odd reasons that didn't make sense to her but she was going on despite.