It wasn't my fault.

This is not edited!!!
Warning

Dear reader, I must warn that this book will contain details that some may find hard to read. This is a series of true events, an unfortunate life story, one still being written, and coming together. In this book you will find the collection of the first 21 years of life of a young girl named Nichole. Her story will be unfiltered, for it is the best way for you to learn a cautionary tale of the effects of drug use and how it impacts the world of a child.
Understand as you read this, you may feel like you can relate, you may feel sympathy, or nothing at all. It may take you years to reach the end of this book as it is not one for the light of heart. There is no happy ending. You may feel as though she is wrong, and has been wronged.
You may be someone mentioned in this book and feel you have been misinterpreted. If you are in this book and feel like you are misinterpreted, please understand this is from her perspective, not yours.
As you read you may find yourself uncomfortable, uneasy and with discontent. This is to be expected from the graphic details that will be mentioned.
This story will have little to no dialog. Just memories and thoughts on true events.

DO NOT READ if you cannot handle the following:
Rape of a child, drug use, death, grooming, mental, emotional, or physical abuse, self harm, depression, or mental heath related topics.

Parents of young children, do not let them read this unless they are going through something similar.