i wanna be yours (gay fanfic)

Every summer, my family and I take a vacation to South Carolina. If I'm being honest, it's my favorite time of year. Most people think it's because I love the beach, and that's what I always tell them-but the truth is, it's not the ocean or the sand that makes it so special. It's him.
Stryder.
He's the boy I get to spend all my time with, the one who knows me better than anyone else ever could. He always knows exactly what to say, like he's reading my mind. He's the only person who truly gets me, who sees me for who I really am.
But I could never tell him that. I couldn't risk ruining what we have, and I definitely couldn't break my girlfriend's heart. She doesn't deserve that.
Still, no matter how hard I try to push those feelings away, they're always there. Stryder has always been my number one-not just as a friend, but as something more. Something I can't admit out loud, even to myself.