If Love Could Kill (boyxboy)
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Michael Carmine just seems to be any random guy just trying to get by in the world. He technically has two jobs, he lives with several roommates. He may have a slightly dark hobby on the side of all of this, but he hardly does that stuff anymore.
But once he meets Nicholas Wilton, a very bored business man, things sort of change. Nicholas seems to also have a dark hobby as well, maybe just to give him some entertainment in his boring life, that interests Michael greatly. In a flush of love and obsession, lust and passion, hurt and chaos, these two become something beyond just a regular couple.
Note: This is not a slowburn, the romance aspect of the story moves very quickly. And there will also be many smut chapters.
//CW//: Sex, drinking, blood, gore, choking, angst, lots of violence, cussing, cannibalism, cigarettes/smoking, descriptions of domestic violence, more to be added later...
Updates on Wednesdays, smut chapters so far are 11, 17, 22, and 25. 29 will be the last smut chapter.
Also, I did change the title for those who may be wondering.
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