Ivan - 𝓡𝓮𝓪𝓵𝓵𝓮

Ivan

LECTURES 454
Votes 86
Chapitres 78
Durée 26m

LECTURES 454
Votes 86
Chapitres 78
Durée 26m

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Blue is the sky or the color of your eyes... 

Ivan is a person, a thought, a feeling weaved into words that cannot reach the real man behind every syllable. 

A compilation of the love and pain of loving and losing someone.Tous Droits Réservés

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just a teen girl with blue eyes trying to survive the life she's been given. #14 in poetry - 5/3/2020 2018 © ele0411. All Rights Reserved. disclaimer: I do not own any pictures (including the cover art), videos, or lyrics (on cover) used in the story and do not claim them as my own work. credit goes to the rightful owners.

The End

Just like any other sixteen year old, high school has it's problem but for Tullah, her problems don't begin and end at school instead they started and ended at home. Feeling terrorised by her step-dad and the lack of care her mother gives her,. Tullah struggles to disguise her mental state with her smile as she lies to the world around her. Tullah lies to her boy-crazed female friends, lies to her crush and even to herself until one day, she just..... TW: SUICIDE! Read at own mental state. Content warning: Suicide, domestic abuse, panic/anxiety attacks

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