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Something not meant for us

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Don't know how to say it but in this novel I'm want to try to make people understand a life everybody fears the most.

A life where we would feel uncomfortable and question everything, our work, our people, even ourselves.

This story is about a boy, who must go through a life, I created for him.

Just like us.

Inspired by Osamu Dazai.All Rights Reserved

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Fear and Guilt (Souheki/Ranzai) by sleepingpanda135

Every day, Dazai blames himself for Odasaku's death. He knows he didn't kill him, but still, Dazai blames himself for being too late to save his friend, one of the few people in this cruel world, who knew and understood what he was going through. The day Oda died, it was raining, and it was one of the reason why Dazai hated the rain. He joined the famous ADA in order to fulfill Oda's wishes, and maybe try and find a reason to live. And he found it. It wasn't actually a reason, but people. Akiko Yosano and Edogawa Ranpo were one of them. Dazai still wants to commit suicide, but he fears that if he does, whoever cares about him will be sad, and he doesn't want them to be. Ever. But Ranpo and Yosano are yet to find out Dazai's horible past and the imaginable pain he had to endure.

Walking In Your Fleeting World || Dazai Osamu by yuseiboushi619

Dazai x Isekaid OC Synopsis: Waking up in the world of Bungou Stray Dogs wasn't exactly the goal I had in mind when I attempted suicide. Honestly, I just wanted to escape the crushing ache and overflowing tears that come with unbearable pain. But instead, I got myself into a different kind of pain; a pain, I soon decided, is worth living for. Roaming in an unfamiliar world with familiar faces isn't as easy as you may think, especially when you're trying to blend in and act normal to convince insanely smart people that you're one of them. Especially when you're helplessly in love with one of those people. Especially when he's dangerous enough to be called the demon prodigy. Dazai Osamu, the only one who helped me toughen up and get through my past life no matter how bad the day got before I gave in to that disastrous impulse, the only one I felt a deep connection to throughout my thrown-away life. In my previous life, I had no goals or dreams I wanted to accomplish or felt the drive to dedicate my whole life to, but in this one, I have. What is it? Well, it's to witness Dazai walking in this fleeting world, experiencing a life full of happiness. And to make sure he's happy, I will do whatever it takes. Start date: June 21, 2022 End date: No beta, we die like my expectation watching Dazai Osamu's entrance exam's anime adaptation

𝐒𝐀𝐕𝐈𝐎𝐑 ❱ 𝐃𝐀𝐙𝐀𝐈 𝐎𝐒𝐀𝐌𝐔 by leovlies

セイヴァーﾐ one that saves from danger or destruction 。 ❝so what you're trying to tell me is that suicide is NOT the way to go?❞ dazai thought life was an endless nightmare until he met someone who shows him that there's light 。 ✖ completed 。 ➜ written by leovlies 。

𝐝𝐞𝐬𝐩𝐞𝐫𝐚𝐝𝐨 → 𝐨𝐬𝐚𝐦𝐮 𝐝𝐚𝐳𝐚𝐢 by adhdrice

she, a dancer with personified problems all the while more that intrigues osamu dazai who came into her life amidst the chaos that is [name] [last name]. - art on cover made by @/XXARTL (twitter) bsd © kafka asagiri story © adhdrice 051620

Loving you is suicide || Dazai x Reader #BSDWattys2017 by CinnamonOly

|| completed || [Dazai Osamu x Reader] Love is a difficult thing. It takes time, effort and patience to maintain a relationship. Especially when you're in love with a suicidal maniac. #BSDWattys2017

Lyssophobia || Soukoku by DazaiMancer

Started: June 6, 2023 Finished: July 23, 2024 Lyssophobia: Fear of going insane or mad. Osamu Dazai was a young man with a crippling fear of going insane or mad known as lyssophobia. This fear kept him away from socializing, so he decided to lead a more solitary life. With the pressures of his family he accepted to get a therapy. So he had no other choice but to open up to a stranger. However, a young man named Chuuya listened his story intently, accepted and understood him in a way he never thought was possible. Suddenly, talking to Chuuya didn't seem as daunting as it used too. No matter how many times his friends told Chuuya to stay away from Dazai, Chuuya already started to fall in love with him. He wanted to reach out to Dazai and hold him, but he knew it was not his place. After all they had nothing but a doctor-patient relationship. So, Chuuya had to keep his feelings to himself and continue to be a professional. However, Dazai also sensed that something had changed in their relationship. He had also found himself falling in love with Chuuya, but his lyssophobia held him back from expressing his emotions.

Dazai Osamu x Reader: The beauty of life by _Ms_Ackerman_

Y/n L/n, a lonely, by choice, girl. Dazai Osamu, a suicidal but intelligent detective. Both of them were Port Mafia members but the impact that this left to them, is different. Y/n wants to live and Dazai wants to die. What will happen between them? What will happen in the end? Who will live and who will die?... Em, I just wanted to let you know that English is not my first language so please don't critise if there are any grammatical mistakes. I only own the plot of the story!!! I don't own any of the characters besides Y/n!!! I also don't own any of the art!!! BSD and the characters belongs to Kafka Asagiri!!! (Some parts are also Asagiri-san's cause they are based on the actual manga!) Warnings ⚠️: Suicidal thoughts!!! Violence!!! Blood!!! COMPLETED STORY

Odasaku's Last Wish (Dazai X Male!Reader) by What_lurks_in_mind

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A White Dove in the Midst of Crows by OsamuStar_

You were young. Far too young to be in the situation you were currently in, dazed and covered in a warm coat of crimson. You could barely make out the crunch of footsteps in the snow approaching you. Your eyes were wide open yet you couldn't see. You couldn't bring yourself to fight against the arms that had picked you up, the cold air nipping at your ears. You were still, limp in this stranger's arms. A part of you however, felt safe. No ill intention was felt behind this stranger's touch. Prince Dazai/Fem!Reader. 14.8k Words !NSFW!

An (Un)Tragic Lovestory by Neutral03

Dazai Osamu has spent his whole entire life alone. Having been orpahned at a young age, he's spent pretty much his whole life just relying on himself for everything that he needs. Because of his ability he was alone, isolated, and considered a monster in most circles. Joining the Port Mafia did not help those feelings at all. After the death of his best friend, and turning over a new leaf and walking into the light he is still haunted by both his past and his own mind. This is the story of his journery and recovering and getting the happy ending that he deserves. I will post as many story details as I can on here. If you wish to see the full tags visit my A03 for full description. Thank you!

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