Who am I?

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This includes su1duc3, guns, Abuse and deadly thing that can kill the character's mind.
This story that includes themes of suicide, guns, anxiety, mental or Psychologic ill, and self-hate that revolves around a young version of adult humans, this story is facing intense emotional and physically or Metally ill to struggles. This story might feel isolated or misunderstood, perhaps dealing with trauma or a history of difficult experiences that contribute to their internal . This conflict could explore how their anxiety and mental health issues manifest in work in various ways, such as panic attacks, intrusive thoughts, or an overwhelming sense of self-loathing. The presence of guns might symbolize a sense of danger, loss of control, or the character's suicidal ideations, representing an extreme coping mechanism. Mental illness may be a central focus, showing how it affects not only the individual but also their relationships with others and their place in the world, also making themselves fear and angry even jealousy to make everything impossible for them to understand what they are and how they really are in the real world of human living life. The story may delve into the inner turmoil of self-hate, perhaps portraying how the protagonist struggles to find worth or meaning in their life, leading to feelings of hopelessness and despair.
This kind of story aims the importance of mental health awareness, support systems, and the impact of unresolved trauma, while also giving the audience a deep, empathetic look at the complexities of living with these issues.
The overall tone might be dark and heavy, but, this story can also offer the reader to know they have a glimmer of hope or redemption as the a "human being" seeks that can help begins to confront their mental or Physical health challenges life time challeges.