As the days turned into weeks, I found myself falling deeper and deeper in love with Ethan my high school senior . It was a painful, all-consuming feeling that I couldn't shake off.
I knew it was one-sided. Ethan was a football player he loved football that much. He was an introvert just like me, who is shy in most of the things except football.
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I knew it was one-sided. Ethan was a football player he loved football that much. He was an introvert just like me, who is shy in most of the things except football.
But I couldn't help myself. I was drawn to him like a magnet, and every moment we made eye contacts was precious to me.
I'd watch him from afar, studying the way he smiled, the way he laughed, the way he moved with confidence and ease.
I'd listen to him talking with his friends, mesmerized by his voice, his words, his thoughts.
And I'd wonder, endlessly, what it would be like to be with him, to hold his hand, to kiss him, to love him.
But deep down, I knew it was impossible. Ethan didn't even noticed me, and even if he did, I was too shy, too introverted, too scared to ever tell him how I felt.
So I kept my feelings locked away, hidden behind a mask of silence and smiles.
I think some of you guyz can find this soo relatable. i hope you all have experienced this feeling once in your life... That feeling of first love, lost, brokenheart...
But you guyz know i guess oneside love is better that fake promises and toxic relationships.. In onside love we don't have to wait for someone's opinion.. All we have to do is be ready to love and lose....
Dedicated for those oneside lovers....
Thankuuu..