Default Title - Write Your Own

I deleted the app and saw your emails. Felt bad about not responding even tho you didn't give a damn about me or my feelings and still don't. I should let you worry. Until your having nightmares every night afraid they need you and you feel it but you try to reach out over and over with a hand out full of love unconditional love and understanding and you get silence in return. Then they come back to destroy what you managed to salvage from the pain they caused you... I started getting serious anxiety scratching off my skin. My hair got thin. I never felt clean enough. And if I didn't tuck my corners in military style if I was going to see you that day we would break up so everything had to be perfect. My outfit , my sheets, my face, makeup took me 2 hours to apply perfectly, and a smile that only needed you soon became deprived of life. I started grinding my teeth in my sleep when you started lying to me and I couldn't ignore it anymore because you got sloppy on purpose after I told you there was nothing you could do to make me stop loving you and no matter what I would be there I wouldn't leave you until you told me you were out of love for me. I had no idea how much you'd make me regret that. I gave you power to build me up or destroy me with that promise and well obviously this isn't a ring offering from a princess to her prince. You chose to destroy the person who put you back together again over and over again. I worked on you while you worked on them. You breadcrumbed me until I had become so starved for your acknowledgment that I had lost all ability to see anything when I look in the mirror every morning. I know I repeat this but it's because I hope you never have to feel the way you