15-year-old Penelope Prescott lost her mother when she was a baby. Shortly after the death of his wife, Penelope's father started seeking for anything that would break him out of his life-threatening grief - religion, medication, therapy, anything. After years of failure, he meets Jeff Curly, a man leading a new religion he founded. With its 300 welcoming members and its strange, hypnotic leader, Penelope's father is immediately enticed, but she is not. There's something about this group, something unsettling. With its violent rituals, strange members, and a leader who uses his followers for drugs, sex, and money, Penelope can't wait to get out. But when she is finally faced with an oppurtunity to escape, she realizes that it may be too late, and she's already in too deep.
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Ella is falling apart trying to live a "perfect" high school life. Then she meets Ren, who can see past her scars. Suddenly perfection isn't her only option.
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Ella Volkov is a gifted music student, but she's depressed and starting to crack under the pressure of high school. Her overbearing father won't even let her choose what instrument she plays. Then she finds herself alone at a party with Ren, her best friend's crush. She'd always thought he was rude, but after that night he's all Ella can think about. Now she's trapped. If Ella dates Ren, it will ruin her friendship with Jenny. But if she stays true to Jenny, she's losing the one person who can see past her scars. It's up to Ella to decide if she will forge her own path, or stay in the "perfect" box designed for her...
Content and/or Trigger Warning: depression, anxiety, self-harm, violence, sexual assault.
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