Falling Numerously

I never thought everything would end like this.I use to think I would die of old age,or maybe even of some kind of disease I caught because I was old.I always hoped to have children.I wanted to get married.I guess I never should have blamed him...Or should I have?I'm not going to give you my story,just a summary.You'll have to read chapter by chapter,word by word to get it.As I fall,I look up.Although I couldn't remember,for the last time falling,I see his face.And it all makes sense to me now....