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Parts 7
Time 1h 36m

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After she was raped, Hanna feels as though her life will never get back on track. She distances herself from everyone as a defense mechanism, and watches as her friendships slowly slip away. Her grades plummet her senior year, and she loses all interest in extracurricular activities. Feeling hopeless and alone, she hits rock bottom after graduating high school. Starving and wasting away in her room, she feels as though nothing could possibly save her from this feeling.

Until someone does.





But how can you learn to love somebody else if you've never known how to love yourself?All Rights Reserved

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