the boy and his ghosts

It had been a week since basil had stabbed himself to death and i see him show up when im sleeping and when im awake. Its not like when i see "Mari" even though i still get scared when he shows up i feel a bit comforted and safer. that night i also tried to die but something protected me while i was sleeping i felt cold hands pulling hands away and put the knife safely elsewhere now i have moved into the city i barely get sleep from the noise but when he shows up its like all noise disappears i think he's been trying to communicate with me like whispering in my ear and stuff but im too scared to contact back until now.