Lapis' melancholic diary.

here i will be writing about my day, and no. its not like those diary's in discord servers. this is a more serious diary with a more serious vibe to it, how i act in this diary is basically what i act like when im not with others.
there will be alot of tw's such as mentions of suicide and self harm probably (tho i dont cut i do harm in other ways) aswell as possible ed and other things.