Dear Kurt,
Naalala mo yung mga araw na lagi tayong magkasamang lumalabas. Magkasamang tumatawa kahit sa pinakamaliliit na bagay. Yung mga gabi na nakahiga lang tayo sa taas ng bahay habang nakatingin sa langit. Lagi kong naalala ang mga araw na yun. I miss you Kurt. I miss you.
Hannah
Healing is such a long process to do. You will start to ask why things didn't turn out the way you wanted. You will start to ask when did the things start to go wrong. You will start to ask what will you do to get up and how will you complete yourself again. There are so many questions in life that you will start to seek for answers whenever you are on this process.
I, honestly, don't know what happened to my life. I am rich. I have everything that I need in my life. But, why did I end up this way? Why did I end up being the most pathetic and broken person that I've ever known?
All I want is just a pure love- a true love. A love that will be with me for the rest of my life. All I want is just that simple thing... But why can't I have it?
Love is scary. The first and last time that I experienced it, I broke myself; I lost myself in the midst of loving someone. That's why I told myself that I won't ever take a risk again when it comes to love. I will never love anyone again. I will never open my heart again to anyone.
But what if I'll meet the man that will help me to open my heart? The man that will show me how does true love really feels like? Am I going to take risk? Am I going to open my heart for him? Or I'll just keep myself a prisoner of my own past? Can I really trust him? Or he's just another walking nightmare?
That's why I asked him if he can see my broken heart?
