A villainess who Died Once

Here I m lying in my bed . I can't move my body it's heavy to breath
. I feel my organs clenching twisting . it's painful it's too painful . but I don't want make a sound . I don't want to wake them up . I don't want to be saved. because I have taken all the pill at once so I can end this misery .......
It's dark in here .I can't open my eyes hmm . what's going on I opened my eyes and I know my world has changed...
So I have become a villainess in a novel cliche Bl novel "the goddess blessing on me" . ' hahahaha what bullshit is this I fucking want to die ' I m losing my mind now after all....

"What the fuck is this system"

Let us go through a journey together where the fl doesn't care but still changes many lives without knowing.

This is my first novel. I hope you like it though they maybe grammatical mistakes because this is my first time of writing a novel and english is not my first language.

All the pictures I add are not mine..

I hope you all enjoy the story.