SKZophilia
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This is a continuation of the story: Is it real, or is it Hyunlix.
The story opens with Felix missing and then being found. It takes a darker turn to what happened when he was missing.
It's an exploration of his relationships with his band mates and what things look like for their careers and their futures after a major experience.
this is 100% fiction and my imagination as well as my attempt at tackling societal issues, phobias, and mental health issues.
i respect these artists and love them as such, and in no way think this is how their real lives are.
I realize this is not real, and I 100% respect these artists and truly want the best for them and respect them highly for their art. This is a work of my imagination, and if that isn't something you like, please do not read. This story is a second part are FICTIONAL and strictly for entertainment purposes and social commentary, and to raise awareness of certain issues. They do not refer to the real idols or their preferences as I do not know them and would not assume otherwise. This is strictly a work of fiction that evolved from my wild imagination. Any rudeness or negativity toward my story, my viewer of those who comment will not be tolerated and will be removed and the poster blocked. Let's spread awareness and love, not hate.
This story contains angst, mental health awareness, and SMUT.
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NONCON
TORTURE
FORCED DRUG USE
MENTAL HEALTH ISSUES
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