If Only You Could See Me Now
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Last published Mon, Feb 17, 2025
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What if Touya didn't survive his own flames? What if Shoto watched his brother burn to death in front of him, and blamed Endeavor the whole time? What if Shoto sought revenge?
Or:
Shoto watches his brother die, hates Endeavor, and finds a community in the League of Villains.
-Trigger Warnings!!-
mentions of suicide
depression
death
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