Music is my therapy. It always has been. When my parents would fight, music, when I was lost in my thoughts, music, when I felt like I was spiraling, music. At first it was just listening to it and quietly humming or singing along. then I started writing my own songs. it was simply an outlet for my bottled up feelings. I posted them on YouTube, but I never expected to get popular or anything, in fact, I didn't really want too. Fate, however, had other plans. About a year after I posted my first song, it only had about 150 views, but I didn't care. I was perfectly content with my small, supportive fan base. But then, a certain boy band finds my songs, and everything changed.
A/N: Hello everyone! before anyone starts to read this book I would just like to give a few warnings. number one, updates will be extremely slow, MAYBE two per year. I struggle a lot with motivation, and I'm a pretty busy person. Number 2, I am 14, almost 15, and I, by no means, am a professional writer and there will be TONS of errors in my book. Number 3, the chances of this book being discontinued are very high, like I said, I have motivation issues, but if it is discontinued I will say so in an update or something. And lastly, this book will deal with some slightly heavy topics, and I will NOT put warnings on the chapter, I am sorry. however, I will have a list of triggers in the 'about me and the book' chapter, which will be before the book actually starts.
I wrote this when I was like 15 so it's awful and horribly inaccurate regarding lots of stuff and the characters are really, really annoying.
If it didn't have so many reads and votes and that I would delete it.
PLEASE, if you want something with better writing and still full of angst, look at my other fics instead (Tempest is my fav)
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Harry is upset, he just wants someone to care about him but he keeps pushing everyone away.
Despite being packed tightly in a tour bus with the rest of the band, he still manages to avoid them.
The boys begin to worry, Louis especially.
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PSSST, i think my other stories are better!
May 2020-July 2020