Perfect Imperfection

"Phat"
Is an acronym, abbreviation of a word that is often used to describe a female as "Pretty Hot And Tempting" and is often mistaken as "Fat". -Urban Dictionary. _____________________________________My Name is J'shayla , J'shayla Kadijah La fronzo,i live with my mother and 2 sisters . My reputation is mostly known as "Fat Gorilla" in and out of school. Momma always told me the girls are jealous of me because I'm gifted and they want what I have and the boys are mad cause I'm "apparently" far too good for them and they know they can't have me but can only dream. it's not that I doubt my mother but I find it hard to believe that people would be jealous of me or even mad because they don't have me haha what a joke... don't get me wrong I do try to believe momma but I don't think she understands what I go through or the way I'm feeling . all I want is to be loved and accepted for who i'am. But , as time goes on J'shayla discovers her mother has a few secrets hidden from her.