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Repentance

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Reads 3,565
Votes 213
Parts 33
Time 4h 53m

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He pushed him away. He lost him. He did this to himself. Maybe he deserved it. He just wanted to keep him safe. He lost the best thing that had ever happened to him. Maybe it's karma for everything he's done. He just wants him back. He doesn't deserve him. He can't have him. He doesn't even deserve to repent.

............

He just wants it all to go back to how it was. He doesn't understand why he did what he did. He doesn't know why he was so mean. He wants his best friend back. He doesn't know why he's been avoiding him for a year now. He thought that living in the compound would help them revive their friendship. He doesn't understand why he won't just apologize and come back. He just wants him back.

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Knot in the heart by janelle24601

Chay has already found out about Kim's real identity from Khun, and was understandably angry. In order to do what he should have done earlier, make a clean break and let the other man lead a life away from the violence and death that he himself is marred in, Kim had simply walked away. The problem is the nightmares have begun once again about his childhood, which have not happened in years, and he can't make them stop! Meanwhile Chay feels betrayed both by his boyfriend and his brother and is determined to 'grow up' to protect himself. The bodyguards Kim has secretly put on Chay show the younger boy losing all interest in uni and even music.........the very thing which bought the couple together in the first place. Kim is torn. He is slowly realising something inside him has opened and he can't close it again, Chay is the only cure. Chay himself seems to have been sent down a dark path by all the secrets and emotional pain caused, principally by Kim. Can Kim bare the responsibility of getting back together with Chay and officially bringing him into the family he has fought all his life to get away from? Can his heart cope with what might happen if he doesn't?

A prize worth fighting for by janelle24601

After Kim's public confession singing 'why don't you stay' and Chay blocking him while he buys time to think about all the mixed up feelings going on inside him. Porsche wants Chay to live at the compound, chay fights the idea, even not wanting to have the bodyguards Porsche forces on him, after all both Porsche and Kim lied to him and Chay isn't quite ready to forgive all that yet. Then one day Chay wakes up in a room somewhere. He has no idea where he is, but the people don't seem concerned about him, it soon becomes obvious that he is simply the bait for someone else..............the last person Chay is expecting to walk through the door though is Kim!

Until My Hate Loves You by LAYNLAM_OFFICIAL

I don't feel much anymore. Pain, joy, love-it's all numb (Its what Yu thinks , actually he feels a lot more than he knows). That's what happens when life leaves scars deeper than anyone can see. For years, I stayed invisible, letting the world move on without me. But when my college life started after COVID, a new boy walked in my life... and suddenly my past refused to stay quiet. Everything I thought I'd escaped came crashing back !

Whats more Chay by 1VampOfKnight

🔞 it wasn't meant to be 18+, but it ended up being that way If you don't like a lot of adult scenes. I wouldn't read it. I am a massive fan of Kinnporche. To understand this story, I highly recommend you read it. MY STORY!🔞 Can you remember the very first time you started to like someone? The very first time you ever had a crush on someone. The very first time, you were aware of the need for that person. Chay got that. His first crush, and when he got them, he was over the moon. He Never expected to get them. Then, he never expected that he was only being used by them. What do you do when you've known one love your entire life? Let's find out together what Chay decides. 💕

The Beast's Possession [ON GOING...] by Fatima_Akbar

Alizey Tariq. Eighteen years old. The light of every room she walked into. The daughter every parent dreamed of, the sister every brother bragged about, and the friend everyone wished they had. Sweet. Innocent. Untouched by the dark realities of the world, living a life surrounded by love, laughter, and the kind of naivety that made her glow like a star in a moonless sky. She thought she knew what life was. She had no idea her real story was just about to begin. Khizer Shahid. Thirty years old. A man feared by many and loved by none. CEO by day, Mafia king by night. The world bowed to him - businessmen, politicians, criminals - yet he stood utterly alone, untouched by affection, incapable of tenderness. Life had carved him from stone, heartless and merciless, after a childhood drenched in blood and betrayal. At least, that's what he believed. Khizer wasn't looking for love. He didn't even believe he deserved it. But fate - cruel, merciless fate - had other plans. --- It started with a simple favor. Pick up his best friend's little sister from her university. A girl he hadn't even met before. A favor that would shatter everything he thought he knew about control, about power, about who he was. Because when Khizer Shahid's eyes landed on Alizey Tariq for the first time, it wasn't curiosity he felt. It wasn't interest. It was possession. Pure, primal, undeniable. In that single moment, he decided: She would be his. No matter what it took. By hook or by crook. By love or by hatred. He would tear down the world to have her, and God help anyone who stood in his way. When the cold-hearted beast finds himself bound to a childlike beauty... When complaints turn into pleas, When pain turns into an addiction, When hatred threatens to destroy what little love they have built, When the past refuses to stay buried, When the cost of loyalty is betrayal... Will he be able to hold onto her? Or will he lose the only salvation he ever had? *****

Floating balloons ... 🌹A Co-lab With @RashiG05) by meloshaz

The ultimate goal, the perfection of family.... Mission complete.... Unexpected events, the worst moment.... Is the road to recovery possible? Can things be reset or are they forever altered? Is forgiveness possible 🌹🫶⭐🎈🐈‍⬛🐈🌹🫶⭐🎈🌹 A collaboration with @RashiG05 🐈‍⬛🐈🌹🐈‍⬛🐈🎈🐈‍⬛🐈⭐🐈‍⬛🐈🎈 No resemblance to any person, living or not. No relation or resemblance to their lives or life-story. Purely fictional characters. Based on no actual persons or experiences. No relation to First K. or Khaotung T. Just a story, a tale of love.... Maybe.🌹🤗 Your votes, comments, opinions and ideas will determine whether this story gets told. Drop a note.... Like 👍 if you do and follow for fast updates

Safe (Being edited) by httpthatrandomgirl

When I was a kid, there was one person I loved more than anyone or anything. He was my protector, my saviour, my everything...until one day he just left. He left me behind to suffer whilst he went off living his carefree life. He forgot all about me but I never forgot him. Now, after all this time, he thinks he can just swoop back in and insert himself into my life like nothing ever happened? And he expects me to thank him for it? Not happening. I'm not the same little girl he remembers, and from here on out, I intend to make his life hell, just like he did to mine... No matter how hard it is to resist all these new feelings I have towards him. Oh, and the best part about that? He's my step-uncle.

Shattered Soul / Kinnporsche Series by Laura_writes7

After a misunderstanding and argument with everyone kim left the mansion in midnight That night was most cruelest for him, Kinn and Chay is ready to Tear whole world apart, Making sure that the bastard who hurted his brother/ Lover recieve most cruelest death But kim fears, if chay got to know about what happened with him, he might leave him Everyone still held a grudge against kim after that argument With his brother beside him, how's kim going to face everyone? But There's something Kim is Still hiding from them? what will happen when they will find out their Brother unknown past Is Chay ready for that?

Save a Horse, Ride My Brother's Best Friend || Changbin by Redneckmama1

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Limbo by Nakayama_Aiko

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Knot in the heart

Chay has already found out about Kim's real identity from Khun, and was understandably angry. In order to do what he should have done earlier, make a clean break and let the other man lead a life away from the violence and death that he himself is marred in, Kim had simply walked away. The problem is the nightmares have begun once again about his childhood, which have not happened in years, and he can't make them stop! Meanwhile Chay feels betrayed both by his boyfriend and his brother and is determined to 'grow up' to protect himself. The bodyguards Kim has secretly put on Chay show the younger boy losing all interest in uni and even music.........the very thing which bought the couple together in the first place. Kim is torn. He is slowly realising something inside him has opened and he can't close it again, Chay is the only cure. Chay himself seems to have been sent down a dark path by all the secrets and emotional pain caused, principally by Kim. Can Kim bare the responsibility of getting back together with Chay and officially bringing him into the family he has fought all his life to get away from? Can his heart cope with what might happen if he doesn't?