Repentance
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He pushed him away. He lost him. He did this to himself. Maybe he deserved it. He just wanted to keep him safe. He lost the best thing that had ever happened to him. Maybe it's karma for everything he's done. He just wants him back. He doesn't deserve him. He can't have him. He doesn't even deserve to repent.
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He just wants it all to go back to how it was. He doesn't understand why he did what he did. He doesn't know why he was so mean. He wants his best friend back. He doesn't know why he's been avoiding him for a year now. He thought that living in the compound would help them revive their friendship. He doesn't understand why he won't just apologize and come back. He just wants him back.
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