Meria leans against the cold wall, her breath measured, her arms crossed like a barrier she knows won't hold. Across from her, Ran stands with that infuriating smirk, head tilted just slightly, watching her the way a predator watches its prey
except she knows better. In this game, they take turns being the hunter.
'You look like you missed me'
he murmured, his voice a lazy, low enough to find its way under her skin.
Meria scoffed, pushing off the wall and stepping closer, until there's barely a breath between them. "Funny. I was just wondering if disappointment ever feels like home to you."
Ran hums, eyes gleaming with something dark something starving "Only when it tastes like you."
Her pulse stuttered, she doesn't flinch. Instead, she tilts her chin up, daring him. "You talk too much for someone who never says anything real."
"Real?" His fingers ghost over the side of her jaw, featherlight touch, intimate ,just enough to make a contact "Is that what you want from me, Meria?"
She hates how easily he gets under her skin. Hates how her body betrays her everytime, leaning into the heat of him before she can dare to stop
"You think too highly of yourself," she says, but the words feel hollow when he's this close, when his scent-smoke, spice, and something distinctly him-wraps around her like a noose.
'i'm not' Ran leans in, his lips just shy of hers, his breath teasing the sensitive skin of her mouth, "but you hope to get a real thing from me for someone who claims not to care"
She could push him away. Could slap that smirk right off his face.
Instead, she lingers.
Because that unbearable, intoxicating game they play? they can't handle attraction that came with the the hatred
It's the kind of want that ruins people.
And they both know it
He pushed his lips against hers
And she welcomed...
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*Featured book* [HIGHEST RANKING : #1 IN #controlfreak ] " I HATE YOU".. trying to hide my tears by taking a step back and suddenly felt his hand gripping my arm tightly, tight enough to give bruise on my skin, drag me towards him, forcing me to stand an inch away from his face close enough to feel his breath.... (giving same electrical chills on my body), looking into his eyes how can i hate you james, but i have to do this for the sake of me.. suddenly back to reality, now his grip his hurting me... "JAMESSS.... PLEASE STOP IT, you're hurting me". He realised it and losen up, hold me again from my waist, "YOU CANNOT HATE ME, DO YOU GET THAT" he said with anger in his voice. "NO, I HATE YOU AND LEAVE ME I AM NOT YOURS, YOU CANNOT TELL ME WHAT SHOULD I SAY OR NOT" yelling louder enough to make him more mad. "YES, YOU CANNOT HATE ME BECAUSE YOU ARE MINE" his lips near enough to touch my lips, can feel his breath, suddenly my eyes went to his lips and for a second i stared at his lips but again i look away, this time he pressed his lips to mine, forcing me to let him enter and i gave up, we are kissing more passionately with anger and want but suddenly i am back to the harsh reality and ive tried to remove him but i know i am not strong enough to remove him, but with the force i push him although i didn't want to but i have to, then he is looking at me without breaking an eye contact and said with smirk "I KNOW YOU ARE STILL MINE".
Yes he is HER Disaster, Something has happened 5 years back which she still regret and wished, what if it it didn't happen, what if she hadn't met him at first place, what if she stopped him by keep coming back to her life.
she cannot get away from him and cannot live with him although she want to be with him, but have to make a decision otherwise it will lead her nowhere but in the darkness.