Falling Up - Bang Chan
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Last published Thu, Jul 10, 2025
"ɪ'ᴍ ꜱᴏ ʟᴏɴᴇʟʏ ꜰᴀʟʟɪɴɢ ꜱʟᴏᴡʟʏ"
"ᴡʜᴇɴ ᴡɪʟʟ ɪ ꜱᴛᴏᴘ ꜰᴀʟʟɪɴɢ?"
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Chan is chasing something-relief, escape, control. But the higher he goes, the further he falls.
But when you're falling, can you really tell which way is up?
Warning: substance abuse, addiction, self harm, drinking, smoking, vaping, depression, drugs
"I can stop whenever I want."
"Then stop."
"...I don't want to."
Falling Up- Bang Chan
Started: February 09 2025
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