Amidst my life
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"How could I let someone else get close when I'm still trying to let her go?" He confessed with a deep sigh as he lowered his head remembering their best days together and trying to villainise her but how could he? when she was the best thing that ever happened to him.
He was fighting with the reality of this cruel world turning himself into a ruthless rebel who preferred dangerous freedom over peaceful slavery. Living just to feel the thrill his life has got to offer. He was pretentious, intelligent and devilishly handsome. His whole existence was a scandal.
"It would be too easy to say I was invisible to him. Instead, I feel painfully visible and entirely ignored." Hana sniffed, her eyes shined with unshed tears threatening to fall. And still against all odds, against all logic, she still hoped, for a change.
She existed in her dreams. She had no sense of reality. She was always nervous because people were always interrupting her daydreams. She was simple in everyway. She liked peaceful and quite days, cold winter, warm cup of hot chocolate, stacks of unread books beside her as she would watch movies on her bed in her cozy room. She wanted small joys so small, so that no one would want to take it away from her.
One wrong step turned both of their life upside down. Everything they ever hated come rushing like river in their life drowning them into the abyss. They couldn't escape, the fate doesn't allowed them nor destiny showed any mercy. They were doomed to find each other.
Will love find them or they will find love? If this makes sense to you. Then read this story. And if it doesn't take a deep breath. Think about it. Have a glass of cold water.
And then again read this story.
THANK YOU~
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"Z-Zayd p-please, n-nahi." That's all she could manage to say. "Main janta hoon aap darr rahi hain," he said, his voice breaking just a little, "Aur main is darr ki wajah banna nahi chahta. Lekin main kab se iss raat ka intezaar kar raha tha,jab aap meri ho jayengi." When his face came dangerously close, Noor panicked. Her hands quickly rose to his chest, trying to push him back. "Z-Zayd, P-please chodhiye hume, a-aisa mat kijiye" she pleaded, turning her face away,voice low. But Zayd was too far gone. His hand moved to her cheek, gently turning her face back toward him. His thumb brushed her jawline, tender but possessive. "Noor," he murmured, his lips brushing close to hers now, "Bas ek baar," Before she could form another word, before her breath could catch, his mouth was on hers, forceful and demanding. Noor froze. Her fists pushed weakly at his chest. She tried pushing, clawing, muffled screaming, trying to fight him off, but he didn't budge.Tears spilled freely down her cheeks, trailing over their locked lips. Soft, broken sobs shook through her.But he didn't stop. He felt the salt of her tears between their mouths,yet it only made his kiss fiercer, more desperate. Like something inside him snapped.Her pain, her trembling,he felt it all. Still, he couldn't let go.He had waited too long, yearned too deep. Finally, after eternity, He pulled back just enough to see her face. Tears. So many of them. Streaming freely, glistening against the dim light. Her eyes were squeezed shut, her lips red and swollen, trembling,not from desire but fear. He cupped her face as she lay there, not moving an inch. "Noor meri baat suniye, Miyan biwi ke darmiyaan ye sab normal hota hai, izhar e mohabbat ka ek tareeka," "P-Please, H-Hume darr l-lag raha h-hai, C-Chodh dijiye"![Complicated [Mafia Hijabi Story]](https://img.wattpad.com/cover/291022015-256-k640536.jpg)
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"Z-Zayd p-please, n-nahi." That's all she could manage to say. "Main janta hoon aap darr rahi hain," he said, his voice breaking just a little, "Aur main is darr ki wajah banna nahi chahta. Lekin main kab se iss raat ka intezaar kar raha tha,jab aap meri ho jayengi." When his face came dangerously close, Noor panicked. Her hands quickly rose to his chest, trying to push him back. "Z-Zayd, P-please chodhiye hume, a-aisa mat kijiye" she pleaded, turning her face away,voice low. But Zayd was too far gone. His hand moved to her cheek, gently turning her face back toward him. His thumb brushed her jawline, tender but possessive. "Noor," he murmured, his lips brushing close to hers now, "Bas ek baar," Before she could form another word, before her breath could catch, his mouth was on hers, forceful and demanding. Noor froze. Her fists pushed weakly at his chest. She tried pushing, clawing, muffled screaming, trying to fight him off, but he didn't budge.Tears spilled freely down her cheeks, trailing over their locked lips. Soft, broken sobs shook through her.But he didn't stop. He felt the salt of her tears between their mouths,yet it only made his kiss fiercer, more desperate. Like something inside him snapped.Her pain, her trembling,he felt it all. Still, he couldn't let go.He had waited too long, yearned too deep. Finally, after eternity, He pulled back just enough to see her face. Tears. So many of them. Streaming freely, glistening against the dim light. Her eyes were squeezed shut, her lips red and swollen, trembling,not from desire but fear. He cupped her face as she lay there, not moving an inch. "Noor meri baat suniye, Miyan biwi ke darmiyaan ye sab normal hota hai, izhar e mohabbat ka ek tareeka," "P-Please, H-Hume darr l-lag raha h-hai, C-Chodh dijiye"
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