Amidst my life
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"How could I let someone else get close when I'm still trying to let her go?" He confessed with a deep sigh as he lowered his head remembering their best days together and trying to villainise her but how could he? when she was the best thing that ever happened to him.
He was fighting with the reality of this cruel world turning himself into a ruthless rebel who preferred dangerous freedom over peaceful slavery. Living just to feel the thrill his life has got to offer. He was pretentious, intelligent and devilishly handsome. His whole existence was a scandal.
"It would be too easy to say I was invisible to him. Instead, I feel painfully visible and entirely ignored." Hana sniffed, her eyes shined with unshed tears threatening to fall. And still against all odds, against all logic, she still hoped, for a change.
She existed in her dreams. She had no sense of reality. She was always nervous because people were always interrupting her daydreams. She was simple in everyway. She liked peaceful and quite days, cold winter, warm cup of hot chocolate, stacks of unread books beside her as she would watch movies on her bed in her cozy room. She wanted small joys so small, so that no one would want to take it away from her.
One wrong step turned both of their life upside down. Everything they ever hated come rushing like river in their life drowning them into the abyss. They couldn't escape, the fate doesn't allowed them nor destiny showed any mercy. They were doomed to find each other.
Will love find them or they will find love? If this makes sense to you. Then read this story. And if it doesn't take a deep breath. Think about it. Have a glass of cold water.
And then again read this story.
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