Why am i so useless (Deku angst)
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Izuku wants to be a hero, but he needs to be saved. Will anyone save him before he reaches his limit?
Tw⚠️❗️R@PE, DRUG/ ALCHOL USE, SH, SUICIDE ATTEMPTS, DISSOCIATION, ABUSE.
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