slow updates HOW TO FEEL EVERYTHING AND NOTHING AT THE SAME TIME
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Last published Tue, Feb 25, 2025
Noah Sinclair doesn't quite fit in-especially when it comes to his own life. Navigating the ups and downs of high school, he's caught between his picture-perfect sister, Rowan, and the wreckage of broken friendships. How to feel everything and nothing at the same time follows Noah as he struggles with who he's supposed to be in a world where everyone else seems to have it figured out. As he deals with the pressures of family expectations, unresolved conflicts, and his own identity crisis, Noah begins to wonder: what if belonging isn't all it's cracked up to be? How to feel everything and nothing at the same time is a heartfelt teen drama that explores the complexities of growing up, self-discovery, and finding your place in the world-whether or not it's where you expect.
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