Selfish. | Chishiya x Reader
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In a world where laws don't matter, the only things that are really in control are your own emotions.
Emotions and feelings are your biggest enemy here, yet somehow they are also your biggest saviour. It is a man's biggest weakness. Those things can drag you down and are easily exploitable. It's strange how something so human and natural is the thing that's the most dangerous here. It's strange how a simple feeling can turn everything upside down in just a second. It's strange how much every single unimportant detail matters. And it's strange how people don't seem to realize it until it's far too late. But most importantly, it's strange how much a simple feeling can change you.
Selfish is a Chishiya Shuntaro x Reader story, that explores the importance of emotions and feelings in the dangerous ruleless world the characters suddenly found themselves in. It is full of drama, tension and raw human spirit.
Reader is a psychology student!
Contains strong emotional scenes, violence and more! Please read carefully!
This story was slightly inspired by "Ochisia"! It is my very own story, but if you notice some similarities, just know that I got my motivation to write this from there!
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