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Turmoil within

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comingofage innerconflict introspection philosophical psychological

He was always searching-grasping at new passions, new dreams, new identities-only to watch them slip through his fingers. Nothing ever stayed. Not the hobbies he once loved, not the people he once cared for, not even the certainty that he knew himself.

From the quiet confusion of childhood to the restless disillusionment of adolescence, Turmoil Within follows the inner battle of a boy who wants to hold on but never can. Every path he walks feels temporary, every passion fleeting. He wonders if he is broken or if this is simply who he is-a person destined to drift.

But when something finally feels different, he is forced to ask himself: Can he break the cycle, or is he fated to always lose interest, always move on?

A raw and introspective novel, Turmoil Within is a journey through self-doubt, purpose, and the quiet war between the desire to stay and the impulse to leave.Alle rechten voorbehouden

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Divided by love

This is not just a story-it's my story. A real, raw journey through love, betrayal, and finding my own strength. At just 17, I've faced more than I ever expected from relationships, and this book captures the emotional rollercoaster of it all. Every moment is a reflection of the truth I lived, a truth that continues to shape who I am. The chapters you read are real, and they're far from finished. This isn't a neatly wrapped tale-this is a journey still in progress. With each update, you'll experience the unfolding of my life, love, and the lessons that come from it all. This is more than a book. It's an evolving story, one that's still being written as I learn to trust myself, heal from heartbreak, and let go of the past. You're invited to witness this journey with me, because it's a story that's still being lived.