Friendship.
That was all I wanted to have with my best friend, Sien. Matindi ang pananaw ko na kaibigan lang ang kaya naming maituri sa isa't isa dahil doon kami magkakasundo. We're best at being friends only, I don't want to cross the borders of my feelings.
Because love, if failed, ruins friendship.
Hindi ko naman planong tumaliwas sa pananaw ko. But it just happened. I loved him, but he didn't reciprocate his feelings. Madaling magmahal ngunit mahirap itong makuha pabalik. I wasn't one of the lucky people who were loved back by the people they love.
Come college, we drifted away. Lumayo ako para makalimot, pero siya itong balik nang balik. Habol nang habol. Hanggang nauwi kami sa isang pustahan.
"If our group wins, you'll let yourself love me again, Cazandra Mae."
"And if my group wins?"
"How are you willing to gamble?"
"If my group wins, you'll have to leave me alone."
And so we gambled for love.
Warning: The content of this book is written about three years ago; contains humongous errors, cringe-y lines, and bleurgh-zzz narration. If you want something nicer, you can read my recent works for the meantime.
This book is part of a series.
The Exes Club (Chase #1)
Mash Romantic (Chase #2)
Friendshipidity (Chase #3)
This story is originally entitled as Believe, unfortunately for some reasons is I had to remove this before, I was able to restore it and edited it as well.
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Noong bata pa tayo kapag tinatanong tayo kung ano ang love, kung ano anong sinusulat natin sa slambook, minsan ay tumitingin pa tayo sa sagot ng iba para magkaroon tayo ng idea, ilang beses ko na ngang naisulat ang 'love is blind' pati na ang 'love is like a rosary that is full of mysteries.' Habang tumatanda ako, nakikita ko kung ano nga ba ang pagmamahal, kung paano ako nagagawang pahirapan ng tadhana para mapatunayan sa sarili ko kung totoo nga ba ang nararamdaman ko o nasanay lang ako.
This is my story, how I fell in love to my best friend, kung paano ako napagod and how I learned to let my feelings again take over.