Reflections

Disappointed !
This is how i feel right now or how i've been feeling for the past few months .. Ive been nothing but nice,helpful,and thoughtful to the people i know, but years later I've came to a realization that I'm "friendless" .. Everything i once did for the people automatically goes down the drain .. How beautiful will it be if i met someone caring like who loves unconditionally and very thoughtful.. I grew up loving all kinds of people and treating them exactly how i want to be treated .. But now i hate them no one is worth my time nor effort they just walk over you when they are done with you .. I put on a strong happy face but deep down my heart aches i just keeping thinking how the hell did i end up here? Lonely in a world filled with people .. I always make sure that everyone is happy and in a good mood and not lonely .. But ME?! Who the hell thinks about me and what im feeling? Being too nice takes a toll on you it crumbles you up like a stepped on flower