Synthesis
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Last published Thu, Apr 10, 2025
Music. It's everywhere. To Spencer Wayland, it's a way of life. But, of course, everybody's perception of life is influenced by how successful they become. One could say after selling a few thousand records after his debut album ... Spencer undoubtedly had every reason to believe music was a way of life. Following one riveting concert, though, his whole world shatters before his eyes. After becoming involved physically with his guitarist and accidentally taking his life, he now lives with the overwhelming guilt of his death. Though it was ruled as a freak accident, a mere mystery with no perpetrator, Spencer can't escape the psychological chains beating him down. The day his late bandmate's image begins to invade his mind only makes his grief all the more insufferable.
TW: strong language, graphic violence, sexual content and discussion, assault, heavy alcohol/drug use, addiction, mature themes
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