Hidden Desire
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Last published Sun, Aug 24, 2025
"They weren't lovers, but they weren't just friends either. They were something else entirely-two souls who recognized the ache in each other, even when the rest of the world couldn't see it."
Evan Buckley is a firefighter at the 118 but recently he has started street racing to deal with his mental health
Eddie Diaz is also a firefighter at the 118 and has been caged fighting behind his friend's backs as a way of letting out pent up rage.
Will these coping mechanisms bring them closer or further apart?
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