Run Out of Emotion
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Complete, First published May 04, 2015
Second Book In My Emo Series (but you can read them in any order and it still makes sense) 

†Maybe I'm better off dead. If I was, would it finally be enough to shut out all those voices in my head?† - 'Better Off Dead' by Sleeping With Sirens

                                                             ****SELF HARM WARNING****

"The blade sank into my pale skin, as a trickle of scarlet blood rolled down my arm.
 
My toes curled at the feeling. Other people smoke weed or do heroin, but my drug of choice is pain. Glancing around the dark room, I sighed deeply. All my life, I had been different."

Devin is emo.

He has been bullied at school for years and when he moves out of his parents house, Devin just wants to die.

Meredith is also emo. 

She is almost a mute and believes she is worthless. Her high school days were spent bunking off, and Meredith intends to quit her job as soon as her possessive older brother lays off about her future.

But when these two meet, a whole new part of their lives are opened.

Although, nothing is ever achieved without pain, depression and blood, is it?

WARNING: This story has swearing and has graphic self-harm scenes. 

Also, it contains characters from my other story, The Emo Boy I Cried For.
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