Not Even the Best Friend
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Ongoing12m
Last published Thu, Jul 27, 2017
There's this boy in school. It's not like he doesn't know I exist, he knows. This is the story of the popular boy i'm in love with, and me not being able to tell him how I truly feel because of the shy "nerdy" person I am.
I've known Asher Smith for two years now, I first met him in my spanish class in our freshman year. I'm pretty sure he only used me cause I'm hispanic and can actually speak it, but over time I like to think we grew a little closer than just that. Maybe it's all in my head, just like my friends say, but they don't feel what I feel when he and I talk. God do I hope it's not all in my head.
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She thought she was invisible. He never stopped looking at her. Ahana is the quiet girl everyone forgets, the girl who sits in the corner, buries herself in books, and battles an inferiority complex she never talks about. Arnav is the boy who somehow notices every little thing about her. And he wants her to notice him, too. As he tries to get closer, fate seems determined to keep them apart. New people enter their lives, friendships change, misunderstandings grow, and every time they take a step toward each other, something pushes them apart. But Arnav has never been good at giving up. Because while Ahana doubts herself, he's certain about one thing: Her. A slow, burn high school romance filled with longing glances, silent confessions, jealousy, heartbreak, and a boy who falls first, and keeps falling harder.
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