Falling, Knowing He Won't Catch Me

This isn't just a book. It's a collection of the feelings I swallowed, the words I never got to say, and the moments that made me realize I was holding on to something that was never mine. It's about waiting for a message that never comes, overanalyzing the smallest interactions, and convincing myself that maybe, just maybe, he'd finally see me the way I saw him.

I wrote this for the version of me that stayed too long, that mistook inconsistency for mystery, and silence for something other than indifference. If you've ever loved someone who made you feel like an option, if you've ever begged the universe for a sign that never showed up, then, this book is for you.

It's for anyone who has ever romanticized a "maybe," ignored the red flags in favor of potential, or held onto a love that only existed in their head. This isn't a guide on how to move on, it's a confession of what it feels like to be stuck, down bad, and still waiting for something that was never real to begin with.