Rain on Lilypads

Sequel of - "My sticky notes are all about you"

Aaheli couldn't call out Arran's name properly before. She never ever might have called him with his name. But her high school diary, half of it's page was filled with the name "Shahriar Arran, Shahriar Arran, Shahriar Arran..."
Taki is in the middle right now, to forget or to forgive? Why can't do both? Does weeping help?
She thinks - Most of her life has been wasted now.
They say- to be known as a good person, you have to put up with unfair things_ What's the definition of being a good human? You just have to swallow everything up. Maybe a robot can do that. Years after years and after years and years and years and just years; for a pretty long amount of period.
And they said family is chosen by Allah for testing us. And again they ask why they chose to take their own life. Maybe everyone has a perspective and can't blame elders, can't blame any classmates, can't blame relatives but only thyself; for losing patience, for being heart - out of control.