Hello diary my untold story

I was at a birthday party and everyone there was so happy and joyful except for me because everyone there has there loves one but I don't,my parents died after I was born they had a car accident and don't survive ,only my tito and tita raise me pero namatay din sila nung 18 years old ako sobrang lungkot ko nun kasi sila ang nag-alaga sakin since childhood and I don't have anyone to take care of me now,until there was one girl who take care of me we've been in a relationship for 5 years but we broke up because we are too busy with our work and school so wala na kaming masyadong together marami ring misunderstanding kaya lagi kaming nagaaway gusto ko nang magpakamatay nun kasi wala na akong mahal sa buhay na kasama but I found this girl na nagpagaan ng buhay ko naging mag bestfriend kami sakaniya ko sinasabi mga problema ko and she been there for me hindi niya ako iniwan sobrang thankful ko nun but not for long because she had to go abroad for her school ang lungkot ko nun pero nag update parin naman siya sakin but we lost contact ng magpalit sya ng phone 2 years din kaming hindi nag usap hanggang naging 11 years na pero nagulat ako nung bigla ko siyang nakita sa isang cafe tinawag ko siya and kilala parin niya naman ako we had a conversation until the cafeteria was closed and then she told me na mayroon na siyang pamilya masaya ako para sa kaniya pero na medyo malungkot din ako kasi may crush ako sa kaniya since we first met, well I guess i should tell you more next time and btw

Call me Mikha......