Only Friends My Muse | SandRay
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After one drunken one-night stand, Ray never expected to fall into the arms of the rockstar, struggling just like him. Both lonely and depressed, they find comfort in each other's bodies. Only friends with benefits, as Ray can't figure out his feelings, and Sand is too scared to fall in love again.
Will they ever surpass their struggles, or are they doomed, left with a black, broken heart beyond repair?
Only Friends X Dream on Universe.
⚠️ Trigger warnings: Suicidal attempts - Death - Alcohol/Drug abuse - Sexual Harassment - Stockholm Syndrome - Assault - Violence -
Fanfiction | BL | Malelead | LGBTQ+ | GMMTV |
Published: May 2025
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