I thought we're just friends

Denying my feelings only made it worst, nasaktan kita, now you're with someone else and I couldn't even bare to stand it, I thought we're just friends, I shouldn't have never told you that I only see us as friends, parang frinendzone ko din ang sarili ko, tama sila, nasa huli ang pagsisisi, I'm sorry If I distance myself, I became the person I thought I would never be, I thought that was the right thing to do, I thought ending our connection is the best thing I could do, I was so selfish, I didn't know you were hurting in my decision, My Lai please shine brighter than stars and don't come ever looking for me because I will never stop blaming myself for what happened to us