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Maybe The Man

AliceJuliaBlack

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Reads 7
Votes 2
Parts 2
Time 7m

AliceJuliaBlack

Mature

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She had always felt like a stranger in her own life. Just like she didn't really belonged there. 
Simply, something just never really felt right deep inside her, but she couldn't quite tell what.
She had learn to ignore it, to push it down, to pretend it wasn't there. Smile when expected, laugh at the right moments, wear what she was supposed to. But no matter how hard she tried to fit in the picture everyone else seemed to see, the feeling never left.
It wasn't only the look in the mirror before school, when the clothes she wears felt like a bad costume.
And one day, the truth hits her like a train. 
Once she saw it, she couldn't unsee it.
She wasn't the girl everyone thought she was. 
She wasn't the girl she thought she was. 
Maybe she had never been...

...only Ronan could tell her.All Rights Reserved

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Five Seconds After the Flash

Reid shrugged. "I mean, you can't keep looking for the person that you were, because you're different now. You lost someone who was really important in your life. You don't just go back to who you were before that." I hadn't wanted to start talking about Grandpa, and I felt the familiar tightness in my throat. I was comfortable with who I had been, and moving forward meant figuring out a whole new version of myself, someone who could be OK without him. "So, who are you in this new version of my life?" I asked quietly. He looked surprised by my question, and said, "I would say that's up for you to decide, Victoria."